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School's closed!!

.... which means I miss cross country which is SNAZZY EPIC but also art, which is not so much. Also, I won't see Canda. Hang in there my bestie okay? I'll see you on Monday.

and i hate myself for eating properly and i can't find the perks of being a wallflower on any of the sites i usually use and i just want to watch a fluffy film to cheer myself up but toothpaste my cat is so old and mum had to take her in the car today to the vets and she's so stressed and she might have a heart attack of she could just stop under all the pressure and just not be alive anymore and we wouldn't even know when she died because she could die in her sleep but i don't what her to stop. i just don't want her to stop. she can't stop. and i'm hungry but i lost so much weight and i want to keep going and i miss people and i'm worried about people and i'm lonely even though i have friends now and i just can't and i think toothpaste is hallucinating and i can't. i can't.

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There is something wrong with my speakers!!!!!

The left one is making the most un-snazzy crackle-ackle noises and it is killing my ears more than One Direction TT.TT

They're actually my mum's though, they're Wharfedale ones and they were really good! I don't know what happened! Does anyone know what might be wrong with them?

Stay snazzy!

-Alex

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There is something wrong with my speakers!!!!!

The left one is making the most un-snazzy crackle-ackle noises and it is killing my ears more than One Direction TT.TT

They're actually my mum's though, they're Wharfedale ones and they were really good! I don't know what happened! Does anyone know what might be wrong with them?

Stay snazzy!

-Alex

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TALKING TO EMILY ON SKYPE

kdsfhszkgalsghgsgh it is so good to hear he voice i can't even HALPP

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Frost Giants!!!

Frost Giants are in Yorkshire, everyone. Loki's re-domination of Earth has begun.

Okay, so basically, the weather is fucking weird. It's glorious and sunny (glorious, not lengthy) and then BAM. SNOW FLURRY. It comes in bands, and it's bizarre, and I don't even know.

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Guys, I have a problem and I wanted you to know.

TRIGGER WARNING FOR BORDERLINE EATING DISORDER

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Just wanted to share this song with you~

It just describes me perfectly at the moment, in every context I can think of that will apply... And her singing voice is such a lovely shade of blue-green <3 What do you guys think?
Also, do any of you have synthesisia? Just curious.. I have it, where I see colours that connect to sounds. It's pretty complicated xD

Yeah, lots of things... hehe.

So, it's nearly summer! Well, nearly spring. But it counts. And today I was so excited because I was like 'it's Ostara! Squee!' But Ostara is on the first of May, not March... >.< Faaaaail. I have to work on being positive and getting rid of all the bad shit in my energy stream before Ostara actually happens though, or I'm scared I'll be all over the place for the rest of the year... D:

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fuck this i'm going to bed

Canda, I'll see you tommorrow :)