Angel Fire's blog

My Chemical Romance,
I just want to say thank you. You've been a massive part in my life and, though you've left me empty and sad with your sudden, heart-wrenching departure, I want you to know that I admire you and love your music and I didn't realise that you were so important to me until I read the news. I and a lot of fans I think would like an explanation as to why, but I just really want you to know that I am exetremly grateful for everything that you have done for me. You pretty much single-handedly got me into playing and writing music which has now become my lifeline. So Mikey, Gerard, Ray and Frank,
Thank you.

I just woke up from the worst, saddest nightmare in my life and started uncontrollably crying..... But then I started laughing because I was so relieved it wasn't true! :) Yay! Nothing to worry about :)

P.S. I just found out that my CSPE teacher used to be in a rock band in the 80s!

My mam walked into my room as I was trying on my new My Chemical Romance t-shirt (which has a massive vampire on it with blood everywhere) and she just says "That's really nice, Niamh! You should wear it more often, I like the vampire".
That is why I love my mam. She barely knows who MCR are, but she doesn't judge them by their image, and she doesn't judge me on the clothes I buy! ;)

I want to change my username because I think it's getting out of date :) Does anyone know how to do that without changing the email address that I've already registered with?
Thanksxox

My life is a massive ball of stomach twisting stress! Well for me, that is, it probably seems like nothing to someone else. Does anyone here ever feel that way? Where you can't see any stop to it in the near future? What do you do to calm yourself?

Thanksxox
Angel Fire

Gerard Way:
[] Born in April
[] You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
[] Born a leader
[x] You love drawing
[x] You love singing
[x] You don't take crap from anyone
[] You're afraid of needles
[]You call your friends by their last names instead of their first names
[x] You have siblings and love them
[] You have brown/green eyes
Total: 4

Mikey Way:
[] Born in September
[x] You play bass
[x] You don't have asthma
[x] You are near-sighted
[] You wear glasses
[x] You've had the urge to stick a fork in the toaster
[x] Seen as the little amongst your family and friend
[] You are the youngest sibling
[] Skinniest in your group of friends
[] You stuck a heater in the shower
Total: 5

Ray Toro:
[] Born in July
[] You play guitar
[] You have a scar on your head
[] You can't swim
[] You've got a fro
[] You're 6'1''
[x] You're shy
[] You wear contact lenses
[] You're called the mastermind or the quiet genius

I just want to say happy birthday to one of my favourite guitarists, Mr Frank Iero. He has inspired me so much and taught me that if he can do what he wants in life, than I can do it too :)

Oh! And happy birthday to Ben Bruce too, another one of my favourite guitarists :)

Now onto the serious bit..... Have you ever told someone that the worst case scenario is DEFINITELY not going to happen, and then it happens two days later? Did you feel like they had lost all their trust in you? Or is it just me....

Angel Fire

1. What do people assume when they first look at me?
The Only Exception by Paramore (Hmm...)

2. What will be a big challenge in life for me?
All My Life by Foo Fighters (Well that sucks for me)

3. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
Do You Like Waffles? by Parry Gripp (Wtf?)

4. Do I have a Secret Admirer?
Vampire Money by My Chemical Romance

5. Will I ever become manically depressed in my life?
I'm So Sick by Flyleaf (Seriously!)

7. Is someone trying to kill me?
Better This Way by Cherri Bomb

8. What is my sexual preference?
I Used To Have A Best Friend (But Then He Gave Me An STD) by Asking Alexandria (Well that answers that question :) )

9. What am I afraid of?
Rebel Love Song by Black Veil Brides

10. What will I be doing in a few years?
Highway To Hell by AC/DC :)

11. What is some good advice for me?
Crushcrushcrush by Paramore

12. What should I do instead of this quiz?
It's Not A Fashion Statement It's A Deathwish by My Chemical Romance

These are some lyrics I wrote when I was kind of angry today, and I'm wondering if they're any good :) It's ok, though, I'm feeling better now :)
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I don't know where my life is going
I don't know who the hell I am
I don't want to stand more of this
and I don't know if I even can

Where the fuck is all the laughter
Would it kill some people to maybe smile
Or notice what the world is coming to
Long dark roads, mile by mile

What's wrong with wanting to speak my mind
What's wrong with wanting to stop and think
It's only by doing the things that I love
that I can come back from the brink

The anger is setting in
The emotions just won't go away
I'm screaming to anyone who can possibly listen
but no ones hearing what I'm trying to say

Scream, Scream for what you believe in
Make it known that you are there

Just scream all you are, all you were, all you will be

I can't find Tomorrow's Money anywhere! Someone help! But Boy Division is so amzeballs! (It's a word, it's in the dictionary) And I love the sort of guitar riff in the middle :)