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Hmm....

I'm at the point of calm between storms. Trying to rebuild what I or others destroyed. Looking for new friends to fill the holes and cracks. So I thought I'd come here, back to family. It's kinda nice, seeing others happy for different things. It reminds me the world goes on even when it feels it's standing still.

They still make me smile.

The other day I was with a new friend for the first time and somehow we ended up watching the clip of My Chemical Romance playing on Yo Gabba Gabba.I haven't smiled or laughed like that since I can remember. Nothing felt better than sitting on a merry-go-round and watching that with her. For once it felt like nothing was wrong. Like everything is and will be ok. A feeling I had before my best friend move, before a friend who was like my brother died, before MCR broke up. it was a new surge of hope for me. A second chance.

They still make me smile.

The other day I was with a new friend for the first time and somehow we ended up watching the clip of My Chemical Romance playing on Yo Gabba Gabba.I haven't smiled or laughed like that since I can remember. Nothing felt better than sitting on a merry-go-round and watching that with her. For once it felt like nothing was wrong. Like everything is and will be ok. A feeling I had before my best friend move, before a friend who was like my brother died, before MCR broke up. it was a new surge of hope for me. A second chance.

Please Stay, Respect their words

Today was the day i made an account on here in the wake of the bad news. For the better part of it i have been reading and re-reading everyones posts. The whys. The thank yous. The good byes. And now i see the MCRmy. I feel as though everyone on here are people i have known. It is now i see the family. The label may be gone, but their words. Their message. Their legacy will burn on in us. Its just our job to preach it. Our job to stand together. I know some of the people one here want to die. Want to give up. And i know its hard. This year has been the roughest in my life.

Unsure

It just doesn't seem right.
Someone, anyone, do you know if there is any other conformation on this? If so, what is it?

What now?

I don't know what to do.
What to think.
This band changed my life.
It brought me to people who actually understand
It doesn't feel right though. This doesn't seem like what they would do. It doesn't seem like them to just type a small paragraph generally saying " Yeah it's been great, but now its done." . They touch millions of people. Saved thousands of lives. Now they are just leaving us empty. Hollow. Lost. No rhyme or reason as to why they are ending. I love My Chemical Romance. I always will.
But what do we do now?
What do I do now?