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soooo i wrote a wonderful blog about frank and a cake i'm going to make for him with my best friend...and than my computer decidet to hate me and die....

again...
frank, i hooe you have a wonderful birtheday and celebrate it with your family and friends.
i just want you to know that i'm happy, your a part of mychem and that your music means much to me. the world would be worth without it!
so my friend and me wiol make a cake for you...it's a bit sad you will never get a piece of it, but we will eat one for you!

have a nice day

so i had to do a lecture for school. it waas about selfharm. we could choose and i wanted to do this because i did it by my own and wanted to show how people feel. the iter two girls in my group do't know anybody who cuts or stuff. just me, but they don't know.
we waanted to put a poem in it and i thought i would be interesting to put one of mine into it. they were like "oh my god, it's so cool! I love it!" they didn't know it's mine. so we put it into th lecture.
i don't think they got that i feel so, that i did those things and that they should care.
they don't see it......
strange if you

Scare me

I'm afraid...

don't worry be happy, girl

so before summerholiday i was a bit depressed, didn't want to do anything and stuff. i think i needed time and i had six weeks. i thought noone of my 'friends' would care about me and i would stay thins weeks alone at home...i was right but after three weeks they asked if i wanted to spend time with them so i did and it went better. when i retuerned to school i felt....don't know. it did't feel like i felt befoere.
the first few weels i was fine, i enjoed beeing with them and all this stuff. i felt like i'm over it because it seemed like they care.

the used concert

so the used, wich is my second favorit band after mychem, is going to play three concerts in germany in november....i'm not allowed to go to any of those!
my mom said it would be unfair because my sister and my brother ere also still forbidden to go to concerts till they were 16...i'm two years too young so i's the biggest shit on earth!
i would love to go to one but i also can understaand my mom......
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.....i'm sad....

what happend...

first....it's so strange to be on this page and EVERYTHING is black.....but i like it!
adorable!
i'm sp exited because of the new album....i just hope i'm in germany when they will be on tour...or
*going to point two*

I'LL GO TO AMERICA!!!!!!
i wanted to spend one year in america so i applyed to yfu
i had my interview on saturday and they told me i'll gett the letter if i'm alowed to go or not in three or four weeks...well....i got it on thursday... i think that's a good sign!
i don't know where they'll send me but they will tell me about two month before i'll go.

what happend...

first....it's so strange to be on this page and EVERYTHING is black.....but i like it!
adorable!
i'm sp exited because of the new album....i just hope i'm in germany when they will be on tour...or
*going to point two*

I'LL GO TO AMERICA!!!!!!
i wanted to spend one year in america so i applyed to yfu
i had my interview on saturday and they told me i'll gett the letter if i'm alowed to go or not in three or four weeks...well....i got it on thursday... i think that's a good sign!
i don't know where they'll send me but they will tell me about two month before i'll go.

Champions

the band names champions and i really like it!
even it's not like mcr or the stuff i'm normaly listening to it's great!

documenta13 inteview....i failed it xD

a few weeks ago my family and me went to documenta ind kassel. it's an exhibition where modern artists ahow their art. it was really interesting and when we were watsching some artstuff there were two guys who wanted to interview us....well my sister and me didn't want to but we did so they posted this interview on their side....i never saw something i was so ashamed to be me....embressing!
but the artstuff was awesome!

first school day and i feel like i'm in prison

so today was first day t school after summerholiday...well...when they started i was sick of it, i was dipressed and in this six weeks i felt like it got better...well i returned and i feel like nothing changed! i mean there are still the same persons in my clss who don't really know me and care how i feel....they see me smile and think everythings fne but inside i feel like i have to cry because they aren't interest in how i feel
i have "friends" who like me and i like but they are the same. they don't ask, just care about themselves.
I'm so sick of this!

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