this was all a part of my "emo" phase.
im reading this now, jesus fuck i was cringe.
But hey my everydays are still the same -
criiiiiiiinge, also broke up with the guy from my last post?
so i keep checking back here for like sometimes, posting updates and shit, i am now currently happier than i could be, yeah i still have the depression, but now i have my lovely boyfriend with me, and he supports me no matter what, tomorrow we´ve been together 5 months, i love him so much. Without him i would be so lonely.
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Oh boy it's been a while since I was here, about a year I guess. And yea, i don't even know why im posting this, everything is so retarded right now just like my old posts. 13 year old fangirler (i still am a fangirl) but more mature now (i guess).
Things are getting worse, summer 2011 I moved from my bestfriend and all my other friends, we moved to a small town where we are currently 19 people at my grade (10th grade) and since it is a smaller school it means that it gets harder to get friends. I've lived here for about a year now, and I am still the outsider with no friends.
i've been gone for a week, and when i came back the zone 6 became a place to sell drugs and stuff like emsam? wtf---
Yea.. so today its 1 year ago since i saw Mcr live with my best friend Tea. And god dammit it feels like it was yesterday. this year have gone so fast.. after i moved my life is a waste, all i do is school - homework- and home to my computer. i really miss her.
finally. christmas. the time to wish for olot of mcr stuff heheheh
the one thing i hate and at the same time love is to buy presents to my friends. i hate it because i have to use money and i want the things for myself that i buy but ofc they are to my friends. i love it because i love to se their happy faces :j
To my bestfriend i bought Set the world on fire - Black veil brides newest album. and the Mcr calendar c:
To my other bestfriend i bought a Avenged sevenfold city of evil - album
and to my other friend i bought a Never say never DVD. by jb... ug
Happy killjoy christmas everyone!
gad im so fuckin jealous of you killjoys. i know not everybody there have a perfect life. or nobody have a perfect life. but you guys does atleast have some friends, i don't have anyone. and all those ppl who had or have a boyfriend im so fuckin jealous. i never had a boyfriend and ofcourse im a hopeless romatic. gad why am i even here complaining about my fuckin life to you guys?.
since i moved from my friends. i had 6 friends now i only have contact with one of them. and thats my best friend Tea.