was it just me or did the mcr backround just change for like a second..ha idkk well now that iv begun a blog..its kinda funny to just write
about that..hmm lets see well its fucking snowing out like crazzy, im stuck isolating in the cr again i live in cr caue a deppression social axsiety and shit..but i can say im gettin better at talking to pll i gues idk..:/ well i dont kno wtf to write about, so by for now
no inspiration todayy..: [ well thts all nice and negtive ghaaaaaa.....poop:p
hey check out my gerard art, from a long tme ago
ZOMMBBIE, VAMPIIRE, CRAZZY..WHOOHAHAHOO IM GONNA KILLYA.
this is completly awsome..
im fucking crying my eyes out, i dont know what to say im in love with this guy, iv lived in a group home for 8 months and when i met him we went out for 4 months, and then he broke up wih me, i still see him everyday cause he lives in the group home,and it hurts to just be friends, but the other day we where very close and i had an amazng day with him, but tonight i find out he has a gf, and its so painfull cause i still love him..it hurts so much , i feel so fuckng worthless..im so fucked up like i love him...:[ i care about him im not like other girls..pretty outgoing fucking glamorous god