The very idea scares that crap out of me. i know i have no choice in the matter, i will die someday and i know have to accept it , but it really scares me, not knowing exactly what happens when you die. ugh i hate when i think about it so i just am scared.
okay there is this asshole named conor hall on facebook dissing mcr real bad. he's going on to mcr's facebook page and leaving really messed up comments. everyone who has a facebook go on and please yell at this jerk. i already did.
so i am writing to write and that's all. I am starting to get ready for Christmas already, shopping and stuff. Also waiting for the January issue of Alternative Press Magazine, which has mcr on the cover to come out ! and that's about it.
Why does life suck so bad sometimes ? Why do the people you love turn out to be the people who hurt you the most ? Nothing makes sense right now. I am just going to go listen to some music and try to find something worth living for. well that's all.
I guess i'm gonna put my cell phone # on here, i guess i could have put it with one of my previous blogs titled "need a new friend asap", but here it is anyway: 570-335-8346.
seriously i need a new friend who loves mcr as much as i do, and likes to text like alot and is willing to be there for me when i need of them. i am losing touch with old friends and i am seriously bored out of my mind, if anyone is interested please message me on here so we can exhcange cell #'s . yeah i kno this blog makes me sound slightly pathetic and desperate, but whatever. besides all this i got to see new moon today and it was amazing.
So i'm writing on here out of boredom, and just need something to do to pass some time . I can't wait till tomorrow when i get to go see the the twilight saga:new moon, it's gonna be awesome. okay i have nothing else to say guess i came on here for nothing.---- GW <3 4life !!