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So its time for me to ramble. Hey all, I hope everyone is sleeping unlike me. Today was kinda good. I got a lot done. I cleaned a lot. How boring, huh? But I'm a neat freak and it felt good to put some order and all that into housework, since I feel like my life is in such shambles. So November 29th was my sons' birthday. He died of SIDS almost 4 years ago in case you did't read my bio thing. It was not as bad as the past years so that's comforting, but it'll be something I can never get over. January 30th is rough, the day he died. Only 2 mths/61 days old. Way too short of a time to be in my life. But I'm grateful for the time I had with him. It was so sweet, my 7 yr old had his whole class and 3 teachers sign a card he made for his baby brother and we put it by the grave. I went back and got it, I don't want it to get ruined from snow, bit it was so sweet it made my heart hurt. That was A few days ago though, today was decent. My kids and me decorated the tree.

I'm bored, I should be working on the computer so what better way to spend my time then think up odd questions?

1. If you could have 3 bands to see together at a show, who would they be? (I'm just going to take a shot in the dark here and say there will be many who have MCR as at least one of them).

Mine is MCR, Green Day and Blink 182. I would die of joy after. Or maybe hyperventilate in the crowd. I'd be the one with the brown bag.

2. If you could have an MCR song as your wedding song or some other thing like that, which one would you pick?

Me: Summertime

3. Sorry, not trying to be morbid, but if you were on your deathbed, and you could hear just one more MCR song, just one!! which would you pick?

I'd definitely pick Famous Last Words. Ironic right?

4. Then at your funeral, you want everyone to hear one song to remind them of you. Which would you pick?

I would want everyone to have a shot and toast me to This is How I Disappear :)

I just realized as I sit rambling in my insomnia, that a week in December is going to be like um like, totally awesome. Check it out: Dec 11th Green Days Tre! comes out Dec 14th The Hobbit movie Yay! Dec 16th Dexter season finale Ah I love that show Dec 18th Conventional Weapons #3!!!!! I mean seriously, those few days are just awesome. So even if the world ends on the 21st, I will die happy. If you don't watch Dexter you need to start, it is awesome. How great will this week be though?/smiley face xo

Hey all whats up? So. The blog I posted yesterday was hypothetical b/c I figured many of you are younger and could maybe let me know that side of the situation. It wasn't my parents having issues, I was actually talking bout my hubby and I struggling and I don't know what the best thing is for my kids. My whole family lost respect for my husband after years of him not really being, well, responsible in any sort of way and making our life a lot harder then it has to be, he got himself a 2nd dwi last December and lost his license for 2 years this time. Its getting ridiculous. Nothing humbles him. Instead, he's more the type to just get pissed he got caught, you know? My 13 year old sees a lot, and has tried at least 3 times to talk to his dad about drinking.And he always says, yeah I know, Im not going to do it as much. Then he just hides it more. After a few days, he just does it whenever.

So I would like some opinions on this hypothetical scenario. I am assuming most of you are teens/ 20s, if not, you can still answer. Say your living with your parents. They fight. Not regular little bickering arguments, and not every day, but when they do, its bad. Like your father is calling your mom a skank and other seriously vulgar names in front of you and siblings under ten. and he drinks a lot, etc. Most of the time your mom avoids drama and life revolves around your dads moods. But on certain days, when maybe he's super stressed and looking for a scapegoat or one day she just doesn't feel like dealing with his shit, they have these big arguments. You love both your parents, you just wish your dad wouldn't drink but that seems unlikely to change. Would you rather have them stay together? Or would you rather see them get away from each other for the sake of everyone? If you answer...thanks/smiley face

I already posted last night, don't know where the hell it went. So I'll try again. I became a member months ago on here, but never got around to blogging. Why now? I'm bored I guess. Last night it was insomnia that made me do it. I'll try to give a sorta short life story here, lol. I'm obviously a die-hard MCR fan, but probably not as young as most of you. I'm the same age as Gerard though, so I I don't feel like too much of a freak. Now if this was some young band, then I'd just keep it a secret. Still, I feel a little weird calling myself a revenger or whatever, but in MCR terms, that's what I am. So let's see...I grew up in the 90s, which was an awesome time for punk rock music. I remember when I was in high school, I felt like I finally sort of found a place for myself when I made some friends, started listening to Green Day, Blink, Offspring, etc. and fell in love with punk rock music.