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im so fucking tiered

TW: Eating Disorder

I'm so tiered. I slept all day except for going to class and doing one homework assignment in the library.
Other than that, I've been asleep. And the worst part is, I know why I'm so tiered.
I ate a small breakfast, for lunch I had a small plate of strawberries and some Quinoa for lunch. it took a bit of prompting and persuading from my therapist to add the Quinoa. I had 3/4 a bag of cheese-its. I was so ashamed and guilty. I felt like I failed myself for eating that. But I was SO hungry i couldn't stop myself. I'm a failure.
ED is back.

So true...

"So many people treat you like you're a kid, so you might as well act like on e and throw your television set out the hotel window."
-Gerard Way 2007

//Killjoys Make Some Noise//

the truth

"I know something you don't, and that is...i'm not wearing any underwear.
-Gerard Way

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Trigger warning : ED behaviors

I got to support group about 3 hours early. I just needed to get out of my room and didn't know where to go. I'm in the waiting room now.
I didn't eat dinner. It was an accidentaly-on-purpose situation. When I left the dining hall was closed. I could have waited and gotten food from there since, as I said before, I left 3 hours early.
But now I haven't eaten in 6 hours. I'm starting to feel hunger. And holy fuck, it's like I'm getting high off the feeling of hunger. I feel like I'm a winner. I feel like I'm on top of the world. I feel skinny.

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