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Hey so im with Laura (my bandmate) and were L.A. ( LAmusicxxx) some of you might have seen my blogs about the haters and right now were about to make a video about it. We got very upset reading some of the comments we got all we do is try our best and when were not on youtube people say were talented but when were on youtube they say were crap & make fun of us and its the same people who when in a group they go along with it so theres more than one person now but we wanna thank all of you whove supported us and told us to keep going we love you! If you have any comments to help us we would appricate them because killjoys are awesome. Lots of love LAmusicxxx
(the picture we've included is from 2 years ago and we give a shout out to all killjoys in the video were about to post)
Stay Beautiful, Keep it Ugly

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Stuff

Ive noticed that my blogs have been really depressing recently Im sorry I never complain this much Im accually the suffer in silence type but I just feel like I can say anything here without being judged because everyone understands how I feel. After talking with one of my friends last night we decided that we just don't care about what people think of us anymore so my new mottos for life are 'Stay Stong & Keep Fighting' because I wrote a song and thats what its about and 'Stay Beautiful, Keep it Ugly' because Gerard said it and he's my hero. Im gonna think happy toughts from now on. Ive put in a cartoon drawing of Gerard that me and Courtney drew ages ago and I know his hair is red now and his eyes are hazel but I think he looks cool like that. Ive been thinking about starting a fan-fic but I need to think of some Killjoy names for characters and a story so it might take a while but hopefully I come up with something.

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Haters

Im in a band and we do covers of songs and put them on youtube for fun the thing is we've been getting alot of hate recently but its all by the same person. He keeps makeing diffrent accounts to diss us and we keep blocking him but he wont stop. To make it worse we accually know him because he goes to the same school and is even in the same class as us and I have to go back in a week and im terrified about what he's gonna do. While he magically gains confidence to hate on people behind a computer screen he can be pretty mean in real life too he just doesnt have the guts to say it to my face. I don't want to stop making music because its something I love but you can't have fun knowing that your just gonna be knocked down over and over again.

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Thanks <3

I want to thank everyone who told me not to give up on art today and helped me realse that you have to express your self no matter what. You guys are amazing and thank you so much giving me the strength to carry on. This is why I love MCR and the Killjoys everyone has everyones back like a family I feel safe here. Im not used to people being so nice to me so it means alot. I love you all so much and you've inspired me to write a kick-ass song!
Stay Beautiful, Keep It Ugly

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Should I just give up?

I was told that I couldnt draw so I gave up on drawing and now I regret it
I was told that I can't dance so I stay at the back when im in show so i can hide
I was told that I couldnt sing so I gave up on that to and I only started singing again now
I was told that Im not good enough to be an actress so I didnt go to the audition
I was told that Im not good enough to be an autor so I don't write as much as i used to
and now im being told that I can't play guitar which I love and have been doing for years and all these thing are what helps me escape from all the crap life throws at me and what makes me happy I know Im not super talented but practice makes perfect right? Im sick of being told that I can't do stuff and to give up on my dreams but if im crap then Im not getting any where. I seem strong on the outside and act like I don't care but on the insdie its killing me and I don't know what to do anymore. Any advice?

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MCR questioneer

MCR questioneer:
1.Most huggable member? Frank
2.Sexiest smile? Gerard
3.Cutest smile? Mikey
4.Weirdest thing you know about a member? Mikey thinks unicorns exist
5.Squished by Frank in a bunk or smothered by Ray's fro? Squished by Frank in a bunk
6.What do you think mikey's hair REALLY looks like? I dunno it looks soft
7.Sexiest MCR wife? I only know what Lyn-Z looks like and Im a girl so thats weird
8.Sweetest MCR moment? Gee hugging Frankie after the Secret Santa on LOTMS
9.Funniest MCR moment? I can't decide their all hillarious...forgetting Ray or Gees make-up tutioral
10.Most adorable MCR baby? Bandit because I don't know what Franks kids look like
11.Will Gee's next baby be a he or she if he and Lyn-Z have one? I dunno
12.Cutest laugh? Gerard or Frank their both cute
13.Best giggle moment? Mikey because Ive only seen him do it once and it was adorable
15.Best song? Im Not Okay

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Kerrang!

I got kerrang today the posters are awesome I just need to find some space on my wall for them I wanna hang the one of Gerard covered in blood with the baseball bat outside my bedroom door and write 'Beware of Gee!' over it haha that will keep unwanted guests out

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Confused

Im really confused about this whole Danny and Chris thing because I have no idea what happened. Will someone please explain whats going on.

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Congrats Gee!

I can't Gerards been sober for seven years. I was watching Life on the Murder Scene a few days ago and cried when Gerard said he was suicidel so much has changed since then. I look up to him because hes had problems before and was strong enough to over come them. I can honestly that him and the rest of MCR have inspired me in so many ways and I can't thank them enough. Everyone lets make #ProudOfGerard a Trending Topic on Twitter!

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Sing Cover

Hey Killjoys!
Im in a band called L.A. (Laura & Aisling) and we do covers of songs usually I just play guitar but I really wanted to do sing by myself so I did. I know my version is no where near as good as the original but I love the song and MCR so much that I had to do it. It would be great if you checked us out because we really need more views and subscriptions. Let me know what you think.