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Fan-Fic Chapter 15 & Thanks <3

Before I start I want ot thank everyone who commented on my blog earlier, I love you all and it means alot knowing that you guys are here for me your great and if any of you ever need help Im here for you too. You rock!

The next few days were the same, it was begining to feel like a reutine, everone else went out and I stayed and hung out with Posion. His shoulder was starting to getter better and he wanted to go back out in a few days. I loved getting to know him better he was like the best friend I always wanted. We had so much in common and we just totally understood each other which was a first for me. We spent hours talking about music and art and other stuff.

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Stupid School

On Friday I said that someone is my school might be moving but it was just a rumour. I never believe rumours but I was really hoping this would be true. I want her out of my life completly because I don't want to surround myself with that but I can't. All she has to do is bat her eyelids, put on a sad face, shed a few fake tears and everyone falls to her feet but Im not leaving her bring me down this year. I see who she really is and Im not falling for her tricks again and luckly a few other people feel the same. Im not gonna go back to cutting because I havent since May and she's not gonna drive me to that again. I just have to keep my head down, focus on the Junior Cert and hope for the best but it looks like she's still in my life. Unfortunately.

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Art

Im already writing a story on this but I wanna start posting songs I wrote and drawings mostly because Ive no where else to do it and I want people opinions and advice. Killjoys are super creative so I'd appriciate it. Since joining this ive been writing and drawing more so thanks you guys rock! and MCR have thought me that Art is a Weapon. I can't really do this at school because I don't do art as a subject becasue I was told that I could'nt draw and im regretting it now and at home its 'too dark' so this is the only place where people understand me. These are just some bats I drew awhile ago and the quality is crap but I wanted to put them up anyway.
Stay Beautiful, Keep it Ugly
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Fan-Fic Chapter 14

'How are you feeling?' I asked Poison 'Better' he replied, I nodded awkwardly I did'nt know what to say next, this was my first time alone with him. He laughed 'So what brought you out here in the first place?' he asked, I hesitated 'I ran away after the apocalipse and came here' I said, he looked shocked 'what about your family or friends, don't you think they miss you?' he asked 'my family hated me its almost like they were Dracs they never let me express myself or even be myself they wanted me to be like a robot they could control but I bet they were glad when I left and I had no friends everyone though I was a freak at school because what made me diffrent made me weird so when I heard about BLI I used that as my excuse to escape' I sighed, 'I don't think your weird' he said, I smiled 'so what brought you here? I asked, 'We just heard about BLI and came out here we wernt doing anything important with our lives at the time anyway' he said.

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Pics with Gee XD

I said awhile ago that I was gonna put a pic of Gerard over Bieber and take pics and I did. I accaully did'nt get kicked out of the shop like I thought I would. It was awesome I wanted to leave it there but my friend took my pic of Gerard home. I got loads of badges that I wanna put on my blazer but since my school is practicaly BLI I have to put them on the inside becasue the Dracs (teachers) don't leave us express our selves and I got a book that shows you how to draw vampires! I also got my friends to dress up as Revenge MCR for Halloween and I get to be Gerard! So I had a good day :)
Stay Beautiful, Keep it Ugly
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Killjoys vs Belibers

Last week I saw a cardboard cut out of Bieber in a shop and today im going back out there with my friends so I printed out a pic of Gerard and Im gonna put it over it and take a pic unless I get thrown out first, I also wanna say that I don't hate Bieber and im not one of those people who hopes he dies I just don't like his music and think MCR is better (Im sick of my sis playing his cds). I'll come back later and say how it went lets hope it works!

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Misery Business

I was on the bus today and I heard someone say that a cetrain someone (not mentioning names) moved school which is possible since she hasn't been in all week. I know this sounds mean but I really hope its true! She lies to everyone, trys to turn evenone agaisnt each other, gets inside your head, shes just a complete fake but everyone thinks shes so innocent because she can fake cry so everyone called me the bitch because I stuck up for myself. While some people finally saw her true colours and apologized for calling me a bitch some are still convinced shes the 'victim' because she makes up shit for sympathy. She made my life miserable last year, I was depressed and it accaully drove me to cutting and if MCR didn't help me through it I probably wouldnt even be here right now. 'I am not afriad to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone' - Famous Last Words.

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MCR Meet & Greet Idea

This is how my sister met Justin Bieber (I know ewww!) but I have to admit its a briliant idea! On his website theres a competition for meet & greets at every concert and you have to promote 'Bieber Fever' so in our case it would be 'MCRmy' or 'Killjoys' and 50 people from each show are picked to meet him before the concert. All she had to do was send in everything (by email so take pics of posters or make videos, something creative) she done and they emailed her telling her she won. I think it would be AMAZING if MCR decided to do something like that I know the Photo Pass and blog thing was cool but imagine having a chance to meet your heros? I hope MCR see's this (not likely but I can dream) but it would be awesome if they did and if they ever do decide to do something like that they better come back to Ireland cause I wanna meet em!
Stay Beautiful, Keep it Ugly
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Fan-Fic Chapter 13

Im writing this really fast so it sucks but its the best I can do in 5 minutes.

The next morning Posion looked much better he was sitting up talking as if nothing had happened but his shoulder looked pretty bad. He had to rest if for a few days but knowing Posion he wasn't gonna listen. 'are we still sticking to the plan?' he asked, 'what plan?' Jet asked 'the one we had before I got shot' he replied 'that plan sucked' Ghoul said, Posion turned to Ghoul 'Do you have anything better?' he asked scarcasticly, 'nope' Ghoul laughed. 'Great then its settled, lets go' he said trying to get up 'what are yuo doing you can't go outside!' Kobra said. 'Im not staying here by myself' he said looking annoyed 'ill stay!' I blurted out. 'Great' Jet said 'the rest of us can go out and see what we can find' they all got up and left.

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ART IS A WEAPON!

Today I went to school wearing my red hair extensions and it got alot of attention but to be honest I think I prefer to be invisible but its nice to know that people in my year know my name. I was feeling like a Killjoy until the teachers told me to take them out! I read the school rules and they don't say anything about extensions and how is having red hair gonna affect my education? Im i gonna fail everything becasue I look diffrent? The first thing they said to us on the first day was that we can be ourselves and express ourselves but we have a uniform so I can't do much with that and if I put badges on my blazer Im told to take them off. Im just trying to express myself through my hair but the school obviously lied about that! Im sorry Im pissed off right now and another thing why does everyone think im depressed because I wear black?