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Death did we part

Now losing people hurts... That's what I should say first. September 25th today is a day that actually brings up good and bad things. It is 9:18 in the morning and I look at the date and I see it's my friends birthday. Only problem is my friend ain't here. Two years ago he would have turned 15 today, but instead of him lasting another year he cut it off by tying a rope... Jackson Dale died at 15 two years ago, but I'm never gonna forget him. I'm still gonna try to make it a good day though.

Hell...

Have you ever had one of them days where you wake up like super depressed? Yup that was today... I keep telling myself "stay single and it will stop you from getting hurt" but sometimes waves hit you pulling you into a sea of loneliness. Nowhere to go, No one to call to. Just isolated in what once was a sea of dreams, that slowly pulls you apart by the seems. I was there drifting more and more into my mind losing myself over time. As I sat there earlier alone against a tree headphones in drowning out the world while I was drowning myself in thoughts. I felt a small tug.

Writing

I write short things and I was wondering if you guys would like them this one is call: ON THE LINE

I stayed by your side, I stayed alive, but you were abusive can you tell me where a noose is! They say it's my life gotta take a swing, how do we keep on with this fling?
You told me you loved me, but you didn't mean it. Now I sit with my food but never eaten it. When you met me you were flirten,
but then all you did was leave me hurten..
You hit me, you burnt me, made me feel like I was nothing which led to the cigarettes I was puffin.
I understand you're from the hood, but you have me

Sounds

So right now I am listening to the first MCR song and I'm going all the way to the end. Every song. This day is gonna be great

The True Lives Of The Fabulous KillJoys

Full Album these are the good days
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAl1GHhfb-o

Sorry

Hey sorry I haven't been on all weekend I worked literally non stop. I'm so exhausted I'm at school right now and right after school. I didn't get off till 2 A.M saturday just to be back at 9 A.M. At this point I realize I have no life anymore...

Sorry

Hey sorry I haven't been on all weekend I worked literally non stop. I'm so exhausted I'm at school right now and right after school. I didn't get off till 2 A.M saturday just to be back at 9 A.M. At this point I realize I have no life anymore...

Music

So I've been listening to MCR and Gerards solo career nonstop recently. Yesterday was kinda crappy. Me and this person are close, I thought I had a chance. She asked me if I liked her as in like like and I told her yeah. Instant regret. She goes "I don't feel the same" I texted back it's okay. To be honest kinda is I'm so used to it now it just doesn't matter anymore. Have you ever had it where you think you have something, cause it's right there, right in front of you, but when you try to do something... You realized you never had it at all.

Hey

TODAY IM READING ISSUE 1-6 OF KILLJOYS BY GERARD WAY!!!!

KILLJOYS!

So today I realized this world lacks killjoys. We need more KillJoys my next paycheck I'm buying some stuff and I'm gonna be one. Not for me, but for the MCR legacy

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