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Wow, it's been a long time.

Hey everybody. It's been almost a full year since I've last visited. I made this before starting high school, and now I'm graduating from college soon. Then hopefully I'll get into university.

When I started this I was depressed and as I grew it just got worse. But, I got prescribed some anti depressants a few days ago, so hopefully I will finally get better. Tbh I'm scared. My foster mom keeps saying that my depression is bullshit but whatever.

I always find myself coming back around here in March. Weird...

I hope to get an MCR tattoo soon so that's exciting.


I'm 19 years old. It's been 7 years since I became a huge fan of MCR. I always loved them when I was younger when MTV still played music.

It's almost been another year, and honestly it doesn't hurt as much as it used to. I guess maybe this is what growing up is?

I don't know what to say. As a person, I've changed so much and I don't I could have without all of the bullshit that's happened in my life.

I made this account in July of 2011. I remember I was in summer school before high school to get some extra credit.

Also in case you noticed

I'm also into anime if you couldn't tel by my picture. I'm into Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. My picture is my queen Olivier Armstrong. I love her, but my favourite character is Roy Mustang. I finished Death Note recently, so I'm in search of a new series!

Wow, it's been two years since I've been here.

Wow. I haven't been here in like two years. I forgot about the account until recently. I was cleaning my room out and packing when I came across a sheet of paper that had my password on it. So here I am.

A lot has happened in the past two years, too much to even talk about. The most exciting is I'm going to college. I move out in a few weeks and I'll be moving four hours away from my foster home!

Something else that has happened is my sister ran away. She chose drugs and all that and I have to pack her things as I pack mine. I don't know what else really to say about it.

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Well… I haven't been here in over a year…

Hey everyone. I'm sorry that I haven't been here, honestly I've forgotten about this account. I just came across it just now, normally I would post on my other account that I have here, but I forgot the username and the password to that one so, yeah.
I've been through a lot of shit over the past year, but I promise I will post here more often.


Ever hear the sound of two cats fighting? thats what I woke up to at 5:30 this morning. I really like cats and all but the Italian crazy cat man that I have for a nieghbour has at least 10 cats that Ive seen, and they are so annoying.
Anyways, I have two accounts that are in use now, so yea, i guess so if you like my posts, then you will like Tessa Helena's (which is also my twitter username, so follow me, and most likely I will follow you back)
Speaking of Twitter anyone know who SarafuckingManson is?
God I really need some sleep.

I would be lying if I didnt say I miss them all

just got caught listening to MCR, in class,
I was watching videos, Famous Last Words and Welcome to The Black Parade, for the first time ever.
It would be very awesome if thats what dying would be like.
When Im dying in the hospital I would ask to watch MCR videos in my final hours.
My favourite part in Famous Last Words is the "I see you lying next to me with words I thought Id never speak awake and unafraid, asleep or dead"
then I listened to The light behind your eyes, now I miss them all even more.
My heart is already broken, now its just rotting, day after day.
I would be lying if I

In class.. doing nothing, listening to MCR

I saw this picture in french class, I laughed, and everyone looked at me like I was stupid. Listening to MCR on youtube, looking up pictures. reading everyones blogs. :)
[PS Happy birthday Gerard, in case I dont get on tomorrow.]

Time flys...

Almost been two weeks since MCR decided they were splitting up... Gerards birthday is coming up, soon we all will be going gray, time flies!