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Disregard that last Blog

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

Disregard that last Blog

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

They TERK MY JERB!!!!!!!!!

Dammit motherfucking cock sucking sons of bitches coward ass pansies!!!

fuck it all!!!!

I just found out I got terminated from my job at Publix ( Grocery store) they never sent an email or called and told me, how fucking pathetic they are.

Fucking cowards, they could have at least told me oh well looks like I'm burning my uniforms; fucking bastards ain't getting that shit back. Fuck them.

I'm pissed.

Sorry for the rant but come on at least have the fucking balls to tell me I'm fired.

My Email on this site doesn't work

Hey y'all my email doesn't work on this site so if you want to contact me do so on KIK

CandiedOregon

Or my personal Email kmills1537@gmail.com cuz I forget to check this site sometimes.

mortuary sub complications Part 4

Well I was Hospitalized back in February? and I met this girl who was like 21 or 22; in the ER in the main Hospital Admission place.

She was really pretty and nice, but I don't know what happened to her, or even where she lives.

but I just wanted to catch y'all up on stuff. work has been work; they decided to cut my hours so I'm thinking they want to fire me but are too much of a coward to actually tell me I'm fired, they would rather cut my hours until I quit the job.

Also I had both engagement parties for my brother and his fiance. One in January and one at the beginning of March.

Next is

7 year aniversary

Well today marks 7 years since I found out about this site. Loool. Funny thing is when I found out about it I was in High School as a Senior. I would log in on my school's computer's ( funny it wasn't blocked by the firewall).

Well I hope everyone has a good day and all.

Darkness

I sit Alone in a quiet room, on the edge of a breakdown, Tell me what I'm missing, what could I do; I'm so Afraid of what I've Become.

And when I think of you, Do you realize I still miss you? What have I done, I can't change; though I wanted to.

I'm all alone in a quiet room and I think about you everyday. Do you even realize I still love you?

Are you happy with who you're with, do you even care about me anymore?

Tell me what I'm missing I can't seem to get over you.

What have I done to make you hate me so much? I don't want to loose you, even though I think I already have.

This Ain't no Sideshow

Well Merry Christmas everyone, Another Year I'll be single....

Hopefully I'll find someone soon.

If I could take it all back and have you back Skullrose I would but I don't even think you are on this site anymore.

I wanted to tell you that the post about the Relationship wasn't about you, It was about an Ex of mine from when I was 18.

There's so many things from past relationships I wish I could take back but the people I was with probably don't want anything to do with me.

I'm a pathetic loser.

*Sigh* Why do I always fuck up everything?

mortuary sub complications Part Trece

I haven't posted in a while, but here we go...... I recently ( within the last 2 and a half weeks maybe?)

Had an almost Psychotic Break and went to my Psychiatrist and Therapist.

[ I have a history of seasonal depression around the holidays]. So here's the story. It's kinda long so bare with me.

My ex Megan from 10th Grade when we were both in Boarding School ( for Behavioral and Mental Disorders) [ funny thing is the website says that it's a school for Asperbergers/Autism Students] However no one at that school was there for that.

But back to the story My ex from 10th Grade who was 18 when

Is it weird to say I miss being in the Hospital???

I know right? I actually miss being hospitalized and the people I meet while I'm there...

I almost once had a GF from being Hospitalized only to have a new patient who was an ex gang member steal her over.

But I miss the patients I'd be with, the food, the atmosphere in general. I mean I guess what I'm trying to say is I need a break from reality; but I'm actually not in a Mental Health situation that would require me to be put into the Hospital.

So why then do I miss being in one? I don't get it?

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