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Why do all the tests have to be around the same time?

I have to study for science, maths, English, drama, French and a couple of other weak tests but many of there are really important because they are for my GCSEs and some are like 30% of my grade. Some are mocks, some are official and some are just to test how much I know. IT'S ANNOYING! I guess it gets them all over and done with but still I have a rubbish memory and I can't remember things that I study because it just doesn't sink in.

the loneliness is consuming me again

Generally, I haven't actually posted on here. The 'community' doesn't seem very active at all.. I'd only just joined, so I have no clue how active it was before. But the sense of quietness kind of scares me. I don't want this community to be forgotten.
Lately I've been rather stressed. I have so many homework assignments I need to get in ASAP.

Today was a very stressful day. I cried a little bit, and slept a lot.
I've been hiding inside of my room since the minute I got home from school. I'm hungry but I don't want to leave, and have to see my parents.

I've been so lonely lately.

So many things.

Hey what's up you guys? (Yeah. Total shane intro. I'm not even ashamed.)
I haven't blogged in about forever. So, starting off - I hope you all are having a great time doing whatever you guys have been doing in life in the past month or two since I've been on, lol. If not, ***hugs***
Another thing I wanna talk about - of course, Orlando. I know that it affects a lot of us, not only the families and friends of everyone that was in that club that day and of those that died but the entire LGBT community as well. I know it is super, super scary.

Late to the party

now that Summer's here, and I'm not in school, I just sit in my room obsessing over the emo trinity (is the emo trinity even still a thing XD). Is this a bad thing?

what I was going to post about before the tornado sirens went off

Weather's fine now everybody. There was just some heavy wind and rain for about a half hour. The thunderstorm came right over us but the tornado I think went to a rural area. I was initially going to post about something that's been bothering me for awhile before all that happened.

Anyway, I don't know if it's getting to me, but I feel like I'm interrupted. Like a lot. I get that everyone has days where they just can't get a word in, but it's starting to feel like every day.