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Well, I feel like I have a problem

At guides tonight, we were watching clips from an event that one of our young leaders went to in Japan. Now it was a really big event and I mean really big. I don't remember how many people went but it was in the thousands somewhere like 20,000 maybe? I don't know. Anyway so there was a clip that showed the area that they camped in and it was massive and then there were the clips of the people that went... and I sort of had a mini panic attack. I don't know why. I guess it was because of such a large thing and maybe it was just too many people or the fact that the event was so large.

A week today

Hai guys first I thought I would be a good little bean and tell you it is my birthday a week today! I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT !!! I am finally going to be 14 ^-^

So on to the real reason I am blogging, I was at my mate Gabby's house watching Korean Dramas on vicki when I got a notification on instagram from the guy I have a crush on anyway he started messaging me about if I liked him or not and I just told him maybe, then he started flirting a stuff...I can't be bothered typing the whole convo *-*

I better log out and get ready to go to Life/Sex ed
-See you later guys
Eleanor <3

im crying

i havent been on here since 2010.

Emotionally Rough Day

So there was a kid at a school some of my friends go to nearby that committed suicide today. From what I've heard, he did it at the school. My friends there told me that kids were crying and everyone was freaking out...rightfully so.

I didn't know him, but he was a junior like me and was on drumline like I used to be so I can't help but draw parallels between the two of us so it's hit me harder than I expected. It's just kinda shocking, how someone my age could just...die.

It's not the first time I've had someone I know close to my age die in my life, but the last one was an unexpected heart

I'm still alive don't worry!

Bonjour! I'm finally writing another post and this one is going to be on teenage relationships...

Sure this is a touchy subject but why not haha.
So, I haven't been in a relation ship in quite some time now. This is mainly because my past relationships have went terribly. I do not wish to talk about them but I just want to post about my opinion on them.

If you are a teen looking for love, no offence, but stop. In my experience, they don't end well and they just aren't needed. When I was in my first intimate relationship, I spent alot of my time with the other end.