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Hello everybody.. :D
It´s been quite a long time but I´m here again.. I don´t write here very often but that doesn´t mean that I don´t spend a lot of time on this website.. :D I´m here very often to be honest and I just love to read your blogs and how your days were and everything. I don´t have to think about what I´m going through and that is what I need most of the time. Well thank you for being here for me. :)
Since my last blog loads of things have changed but maybe not as much as I would like them to.

Monday madness

So first there was a fight at my lunch then next thing I know my lunch was ended 20 minutes early (even though we only have 30 minutes to eat), there was a lockdown and now that it's over we still are not permitted to eat! I'm starving but the principle said "you should've eaten while you had the chance" mind you the lunch lines WHERE FUCKING CLOSED WHEN I WENT TO GET LUNCH!!!!!!!! This is fucking bullshit! He said it's our fault and now like 4 people have been arrested! UGH!

Dying my hair

So I decided to dye my hair bright red like Gerard Way during Danger Days it's a Semi-Permanent color cause my mum won't let me use splat or any permanent hair color but my friend used Splat and said he will never use it again.

Why was English so dark?

Day.. Day.. Day! LET'S GO!

First lesson - Drama: We had a supply teacher and we were in a different room. No one was doing the work. I was drawing on whiteboards in the corner with my friends. Some people I knew were crying because of something they had happened before school. Someone was crying because her group wasn't paying attention and the rest of the class was just sat or running around the room. By the Way, we are all teenagers and not toddlers XD
Second lesson - Science: So we have a concequence system at our school where you have c1 - c6 Permo. C1 to C3 are warnings.

Bye For A While

Hey chums!
So in 2ish hours I'm going into my program. There is internet connection but I'm sure it's monitored. I found the daily schedule for the program:

6:00 am - Wake up and shower time; weights/vitals, Monday, Wednesday, Friday
7:30 - Medication
8:00 - Breakfast
8:45 - Goals group/Mindfulness activity; community meeting, Wednesday & Friday
9:15 - Fresh air break
9:30 - Dialectical Behavioral Therapy: distress tolerance
10:15 - Snack
10:30 - Individual assignments/meetings, chores, leisure time
11:00 - Fresh air break
11:15 - Motivation group
12:00 - Medication
12:15 - Lunch
1:00 -