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Felt Shitty Today But Then I Listened to Black Parade

Today I was remembering all the ex-friends I have that I still miss and was beginning to spiral into a depressive mood. Then I listened to the MCR album and suddenly my soul was uplifted from the place of sorrow I had been dwelling in. The album segways through its songs so masterfully, and the instrumentals are heartwrenching. Once again, MCR has been my life preserver in the sea of depression I tread every day of my life. The pills aren't enough sometimes, and MCR helps me stay afloat.

Felt Shitty Today But Then I Listened to Black Parade

Today I was remembering all the ex-friends I have that I still miss and was beginning to spiral into a depressive mood. Then I listened to the MCR album and suddenly my soul was uplifted from the place of sorrow I had been dwelling in. The album segways through its songs so masterfully, and the instrumentals are heartwrenching. Once again, MCR has been my life preserver in the sea of depression I tread every day of my life. The pills aren't enough sometimes, and MCR helps me stay afloat.

Introduction.

I don't know how often I'll be posting or if I'll even remember to check back here {sorry u_u} but I wanted to introduce myself real quick before just jumping into the community and making comments and all that.

So about me {as taken from my page}:

"I've been a fan of MCR since 2008. They were my favourite band for a long time. I admired them and always hoped some day I would either attend one of their concerts or meet one of the them in public somewhere. {because I'm a real nerd like that}

"I'm older now, out of school, and sort of in 'limbo' with life right now.

To G

So with no way of getting in touch with you G, this will be the longest comment i think you'll ever recieve. Getting straight to the point, i'll just let you know you saved my life once. Although you never heard of me, i've heard of MCR, when i was like fourteen. When i opened my wrist, i remembered the way you used to be as a young kid. I thought to myself: " Gerard went through it all. And fuck, it wasn't easy!" Then just remembered the awesome theatre, that went along with the music you created. "A light to burn all the empires, so bright the sun is ashamed to rise" you said.

Cosas que decir.

Sé que vas a leer esto.
Te escribo de esta forma porque no tengo el valor de decirte las cosas de frente (no puedo por la distancia) o llamarte por teléfono.

No sé por cuánto tiempo siga sintiendo esto por ti, quizá en unos meses o años desaparezca todo el amor y solo quede el cariño y aprecio (tal y como pasó con Christian), he llegado a pensar que tal vez no es amor; si no una amarga y terrible obsesión que necesita ser erradicada para poder continuar bien. Me duele la distancia, no hay un día en el que no fantasee escuchando música y dirigiendo mis pensamientos mas sinceros hacia a ti.

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