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Driving Test Tomorrow

Hey guys,
So tomorrow I have my driving test. I'm so nervous. Been waking up super early because I'm so worried I'll fail and can't sleep because of it. I know I can do it, I'm good at parallel parking, have to do a three point turn to get out of my driveway so I know how to do that. I follow the speed limit and signs and road rules. But what if I screw up and make a dumb little mistake? Like what if I don't signal when turning out from a curb or going into parallel park? What if I don't look over my shoulder enough? What if I don't look in my mirrors enough?

MCRX, Frank's new stuff, and update on life

Okay. Very fangirl type paragraph upcoming. I'm so excited for Living With Ghosts. I love hearing demos, and I love listening to their unreleased song Someone Out There Loves You (Stay), and their covers. That sounds really really cheesy and akward and like "OMG you're trying way too hard to be a fan" but it's true. I really like all their music and that definitely includes all their covers and demos and unreleased things. I am so so so excited for this, I read about this before the whole MCRX and have wanted to listen to it.

First Blog? The Five Of Us Are Going To Die (Rough Mix) Review

Hello! My name is Sam and, well....I'm kind of an MCR fan.

I want to focus this blog around reviewing music, since I have no other place for it. So, what other place to start than the single from the upcoming The Black Parade reissue, "The Five of Us Are Going To Die".

If you have some knowledge on My Chemical Romance, you probably know that this song is the song that developed into Welcome To The Black Parade. From the song's quiet-to-loud dynamic in the beginning, it's easy to see how.

predicting an identity crisis

and here's the anxiety/ worry/ negativity post on how nervous i am to go home.
so the main reason i got that script for propranolol was because i was real nervous that i'd get real anxious at home from all the adjusting i'd have to do. and i didn't pack any scalpels because i'm trying to move past that part of my life.
i haven't yet analysed why i'm anxious to go so this may get really rambly.

1) yikes. so i guess the first thing is well.. being away form all my things. all my distractions and all the things that are important / integral / are touchstones for myself.


isn't it grand?
i can't for the life of me, figure out why we like looking back. but i'm going to do that today.
i've been incredibly fortunate in so may ways and not in others. i'm proud of the strides that i've been able to take as a person, thinking about me a year ago and i see the strides i've taken to get better, to move forward. i've continued to be self-critical and to question my own decisions and self for good. i definitely know better more about myself as of now. and though i may not be comfortable with all of it, there is more pride to be found.
writing on here has been so very