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BlueRoses's picture

Idk

on February 13, 2018 - 1:42pm

You know I really didn't expect to find myself here again, I was probably 14, maybe 15 last time I wound up on here, on the phone to Harper at 10pm, picking at the ladders in my school tights.
Its strange because it been 6 years and yet sometimes I still slip back into that same routine, crossed legs at the end of my bed, listening to the silence on her end of the phone, waiting for a laugh or a "fuck sake 'av you seen this?"
We always used to do that.

purple.ashes's picture

Wow

on February 13, 2018 - 9:35am

I haven't used this in forever. I really miss mcr

chpeverill-conti's picture

i'm going to try. for real this time.

on February 13, 2018 - 8:47am

hello to anyone who still visits this website!
I'm just here. at home. drinking a mocha latte.
I feel like I need to write about stuff today.
had IOP last night, i think i mentioned in my last blog that insurance approved maybe 3 days of IOP. I wasn't able to eat too much. a couple bites of my rice bowl and two yogurts with almonds in it and maybe 3/4 of my juice. i didn't get to most of my rice bowl, any of my applesauce, or my dessert.
but i think i'm ok with it.
i'm ok with it because i realized i might not be trying hard enough.

chpeverill-conti's picture

today and yesterday's update

on February 10, 2018 - 4:52pm

hellloooo
it's Saturday. great to have a break from school.
feeling a bit less depressed since i upped my mood stabilizer :)
insurance FINALLY got back to me! they approved IOP. they said i can go on Monday, and they tend to approve 6 days at a time so i'm good for two weeks of iop :)
last night I was NOT doing well. i was searching and looking at mega triggering pictures of skinny girls. I was counting up what i'd eaten that day... i went on sites that can only hurt me.

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

Update

on February 10, 2018 - 3:11am

Hey guys I haven't been here in a while.

I just got out of the hospital yesterday. I went in on Monday.

But I'm a lot better now, and I got a lot of resources I never knew about.

Also my Doctor from the Hospital wants me to do IOP.

So I'll be doing Intensive Out Patient for about a Month but it should be alright.

There was a cute Emo Girl there, but I didn't get to talk to her much, she left the day after I was admittted ( Tuesday Morning).

So yeah there's that

Anyways I am going to a Nascar Race on the 25th, and I am Excited for that.

My friends were blowing up my phone while I was gone but

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