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My Own Personal Fail-safe

Fail-safe just reminds me of Gerard's letter tbh...

Anyway, a more personal blog post.

There was a point in my life (around a year ago maybe, it blurs) where I didn't exactly want to exist anymore.

I did, but I didn't.

Which makes no sense at all, but what I mean is that every night I would lie there and my brain would seemingly automatically start thinking of all the ways I could end my life. Not fun. And I couldn't seem to stop myself. Did I really want to die?

Update On things?

I haven't been too bad lately, on the subject of mental state. I was very poorly for a long while, especially in recent weeks. I'm not going into detail, obviously, but this is a little note of my progress in the pursuit of happiness.

Anyway, I've actually been really connected to Blink 182 lately. I've liked them forever. Of course, never as much as MCR. No one could ever match you. But specifically Adam's Song.

"I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow held such better days
Days when I could still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is


if anyone on the long island scene wants to start up a band, holla at me.
imagine the mission of my chemical romance (save lives), the cryptic-ness and sadness of fall out boy (110%), and the vibe of a rock band. that's what I want to put together.

RE: Miss This Site, So Let's Pretend It's Still Here

I may be a bit late to the party, but whatever.

It took me a while to find a loophole to sign up, but I did it!

I started following the "My Chemical Romance Blogs" on, not knowing what it was. I'd been a fan of the band for maybe a week and a half when I did. I found out there was this community that wasn't very active, but they were there, which is cool. I then found a loophole today and signed up.

But anyway, in reply to chpeverill-conti, I will fulfill the role of the n00b that every site has. ;D

Well, I doubt anyone really cares. Or really sees this. Dunno. Bye.