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Literally losing every ounce of sanity in my being

AP tests start Monday and I'm losing my goddamn mind. I have one test where my teacher didn't teach well all year so I don't know anything for that test and guess what? It's my first test. The teacher hasn't even finished teaching us everything yet.

The worst part of this is that my family is teasing me for being stressed out. I'm on the verge of a panic attack and my dad goes, "oh wah wah wah." I'm sorry that I feel completely unprepared for tests that you paid for to get college credit and if I fail you'll get pissed that I wasted your money.

To top it off, I got assigned to work on Sat and


I haven't told my family and especially not my parents that I am bisexual because they act so accepting but I've seen their homophobic side come out. I am lucky to have found many supportive communities such as this one who supports it without question.

My beforementioned friend is doing better and she should be on break so the girls at school shouldn't be a problem.

And science class is still as boring as ever.

Talk about yourself in the comments? <3

Advice, Anyone?

So, I'm dealing with some female friend issues and I'm going to label this person T. T has been really mean to me ever since December, when she snapped at me for not sitting with a group of friends and just sitting there and "sulking". Ever since, our friendship has been on and off because of me apparently. Yesterday during math class, I was talking to T and she interrupted me mid-sentence and was like "stop" which she usually says when she wanted people to shut up. Yes, me being me I dropped the f-bomb on her a few times and just stopped talking to her for the rest of the day.

Life update.

Hello adventures of the dark and wicked. I haven't been here in a while, and all the support was great so here you go I think you deserve this little life update!

Let us begin...

*Ryan is happier

*Ryan has started exams and he is petrified

*The band night went great, we ended up playing Hey there Delilah

*Ryan is getting healthier which is great

*I'm going to be a cousin in a few months

*I am very much addicted to dark souls at the minute

Oh and here is a little story for you guys as well.

So innocent little me was walking swiftly to his next lesson when BOOM,,, I see my mother.

Weird af

So my friend Ryan walked up and put his hands over my eyes like "guess what" and I said "okay Ryan that's enough " then he