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on February 22, 2018 - 3:50am

Last night I locked all the doors and turned the lights down low. I turned the heating back on and smoked out my window watching the lights turning on and off in the building behind my house. We still haven't worked out what that building is, the cats like it though. Maybe the roof is warm.

"Oh well if anything really bad happens," has been trying to settle down in the back of my mind lately, I think I've said that before. It keeps coming back when I'm not expecting it to, it takes advantage of that early Thursday morning lethargy that clings to you, keeps you trapped in a smoky haze.

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Guess who's back

on February 20, 2018 - 8:09am

Back again....

Hey y'all so I haven't posted since October and that was a real rough time for me. School is shit but today was a good day for me which normally never happens hardly ever. Also I forgot how to smoke but I learnt again today cause I somehow forgot SO YEA ALL THE FUCKS AT SCHOOL CAN'T TAKE THE PISS OUT OF ME FOR ATTEMPTING TO SMOKE

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The Jelical fuckin ball is happening outside my open window

on February 19, 2018 - 7:51pm

I said I'd come back tomorrow and here I am. Yesterday I was optimistic...ish. today I am not.

Today I am totally starved of hope.

I don't want to slip again, I'm so scared.

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hey bitches

on February 19, 2018 - 1:18am

lol i joined this party a tad late

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The New House Leaks A Lot

on February 18, 2018 - 9:43am

I'm lying in the bath, the bubbles slowly melting and outside its raining, I can hear it on the roof and the window. Its dripping on the tiles and on my toothbrush.

I've been reading back on all my old blogs, if anyone were to ask I'd say I wanted to reflect on how far I've come, but in reality I know I'm just avoiding all the things I should be doing.

I feel like im sinking see, or like ive already sunk. When I lie back in my bed I lie on the seabed. The ocean is 6 miles deep and he's fallen asleep on my chest.