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The Invasion

... I'm starting to become clueless as to why spiders are invading my room. This isn't okay. Within the past 24 hours I've seen five spiders and killed three. One of those is now inhabiting my room as it is literally one of the cutest specimens ever, and the other one that is currently still living at the moment is hiding somewhere. I tried to kill it about 10 minutes ago, and this attempt proved unsuccessful as it was the kind of spider that adores landing on you as you're trying to murder it.... I'm very disappointed in myself.

freaking out on the inside

i just found out my mom has a tumor on her kidney...... im not okay... im really not.... we dont know if its cancerous or not yet but cancer runs in her side of the family. ive alreay had an aunt and uncle die from it....... i really dont know what im going to do if it is...... as not so close and as many ups and downs as weve had in my life i cant lose my mom not yet.......

please just keep me in your thoughts while we're facing this

Of Mice & Men

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,
If I could turn back time would you still be there?

I can't stop thinking about the way
I left you sinking with no escape.
Now there's no lifeline, no way to save.
But maybe next time I won't throw it all away.

I ask myself everyday...

If I could find the words, if I could shake the world,
If I could turn back time would you still be there?
If I could find the words to say,
If I could shake the world to break you down,
Then would you still be there?

Would you still be there? [2x]

Dislocated, I lie awake
Suffocating in my mistakes.
I lost

Another Day

Last night my boyfriend broke up with me.. I was fine at first, but then it finally hit me. I listened to some music to calm down, then I called him. We agreed to be friends, so I wasn't too worried about seeing him in class today.
My day was good. My friends were with me, I got a free hour and one of my grades rose to a B. Then, I had to go to that class. Theater III. I walked in and sat with my friends. We were talking and making jokes, then he walked in. The new addition to my (short) list of exs. He completely ignored me and went to hang out with his friend.
My friend was tired of our

It's Been Years

I just logged into my account for the first time in over 2 years. It makes me so happy to see so many fresh posts and that the community is still active. I haven't had a chance to get Living With Ghosts, I don't want to listen to any of it yet, I have a habit I like to follow when it comes to new music. It involves the CD, a Walkman and headphones. I look forward to hearing it.

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