BON JOUR!

Sup killjoy's?
It's been a ridiculous long time since i've posted anything soo i decided that now was a good time as any! So what's happened....OH i'm in college now and it's alot more boring than i thought it would be. Though I am in the middle of a love triangle...I really like this guy,he's super nice and calls me by cute pet names. BUT he has a girlfriend and i can't hate her cause she's super nice and fun to hang around and we've become friends. Everytime I see him my heart skips a beat and the knife turns in my gut when I realize he can't be mine.
God that sounds like a daytime soap.
OH and another thing; at the begining of the year those who I called friend ad thought I could trust have turned their back on me for some unknown reason. One week it was sunshine and daisies, this week it's the artic. Fuckers. But hell, bitches will be bitches.
OK after writing all this out college doesn't seem so boring anymore...

ugh...whatever my life will be much better once i have My Chem's new cd in my hands on monday.

Well i geuss that catches all of you who give a shit up to the present day in my life. Now if ou will excuse me I am going to finish watching Ugly Betty.

much love- Z.M.