so i've been thinking of the people my school. but not in a good way. they're just so. well you know what i mean.. i've been thinking of home not fortlee but home in Helena AL. i don't know if i'm going to move back or not. if i do the latest i can move back in is sept. and school starts in aug.back at helena and for the mean time my mom and I will live with my oldest sister and her husband ( i hope he will be still alive and well) the reason why i put it there well he's going to afghanistan and he's in the battle front (we're he attack bad guys) and i hope he survive and not come home with a stress disorder. if want to know what military he's in he's in the army. still. i hope he'll be ok. yeah i know i'm a bit worried to much but my dad went to Iraq when i was in 1st grade and came back home when i was in 2sd grade. so he's been there for a year. after that i've been a little scared about my family going to war. and going back to topic. my mom, I and my dog, will live with my sister and her husband for a while. and my dad will try to get our house back and find a job. before that all happens he'll call his friend to find any good jobs. and also bout Helena the song. i always knew what the meaning is i really liked that song. but after my mom friend Wendy got killed by her boyfriend ( if you want to know how she got killed her boyfriend chocked her to death) after that i know the full meaning to it. yeah it's been 2 years since her death then after that my great grand mother died last year. yeah i remember what happen that day of wendy death.. my mom friend lee called my sister. before that my mom and my oldest sister and i laughed b/c my sister was telling a joke. then lee called. when she called my sister was in tears... she cried the second she answer the phone. then she told my mom. she cried so hard... then i held it in then i couldn't hold it in then i silently start crying. we went to Taco bell after that. the rest of the trip was our nose running and still crying. then we went to her funeral l i tried so hard not to cry so i didn't talk the whole day then only timed i talked was when we said our last farewell, when we were waiting, and when we went to the restaurant with my mom friends. i remember wendy will run up to my mother and say "My Love!!" in Spanish. she was a kind person. she was the sweetest person i've ever meant. she didn't deserved to died.. i wish she still was alive.. i hate her boyfriend. i hope he burns in hell. i know it's long but lots of things been on my mind today till then.
i'm out,
YunYun
