Here comes a rant!

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Here comes a rant!

Yesterday a "friend" said of we wanted hang out and like stupid me I said yes. Well when I was ready and what not last freakin minute she says she can't leave her house. I believed her. I was really bored so I decided I would go to walmart and take mt little sister with me. As we are walking though walmart my sister said that she saw my "friend". It was my "friend' and I over heard her saying that she doesn't like me and she only talks when A) she needs something and B) because she feels bad for me. Well I am never talking to you ever again, deleted your number, blocked you on twitter, and unfriend you. If she tries talking to me next week when we go back to school I am not responding to her and I will just walk away. Then today my mother oh my god she just made me feel like total and complete crap. She told me that I ruined her life, that she wishes I was never born. She also said that I will never accomplish anything in life, that I am just here to bother people and basically that I am a waste. Well mom, I wish i was never born if I would of know how much life suck, how much people suck and I would of never been born if I would of know I just messed everything up for everyone. Why do I ruin everything? She said a lot more things but if I even try to type them I start crying.I hate it when people tell me that God dose everything for a reason. Did god tell people to treat me like crap. Did god tell my mom to make me fell like I am useless. No he didn't. I knew that 2013 would suck ass. The only thing that i am looking forward for this year is the Green Day concert and music. I am so upset that my ipod doesn't work and I have to use my phone to listen to music. Their is so many things happening at once. I can't take it anymore! God!!!I wish I can talk to someone. Well thank you for anyone that actually read this.