Haven't been on in awhile.

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Haven't been on in awhile.

Well yeah I haven't been on in awhile. Anyway I haven't been on in awhile because I feel like doing absolutely nothing. I feel empty. It's so awkward right now in my house because my mom and dad are mad at each other and I know for a fact it's about me. Anyways when ever I ask them whats wrong and why is my dad sleeping in the guest room my mom or dad say it's because my dad snores to loud. Call me crazy but they have been married for almost 19 years and it hasn't been a problem until two weeks ago. All my mom or dad talk about is about who would I live with if they were to going to get a divorce. All I do is try to avoid my parents now. God I mess everything up!! Literally! I I know it's my fault because two weeks ago when they got into a huge fight they kept mentioning my name I heard so many things that I wish I didn't hear. School has just been horrible to sum it up.
All I'm really looking up is the Green Day concert on March 29. I know that day I will be able to forget my problems for a good five hours. I'm really excited to see Green Day other than that I pretty much don't know why I would look up to life. I did something that I haven't done in awhile and I was so glad but then I ruined it like I ruin every single possible thing.
Well here I am writing (typing) my problems as if someone would really care.
So I shall listen to MCR and Green Day and my other favorite bands to see if it will cheer me up (it hasn't been working lately).