i just dont know...

like the title says, i just dont know. i love my boyfriend nick with all my heart, but sometimes he just makes me feel horrible amd like shit, and he has no idea he's doing it. he says some things that make me feel even more depressed than i usually am, and i just cant talk to anyone after that cuz i dont want anyone to see me sad... what shukd i do? i cant tell him these things cuz i know it will make him feel horrible and i dnt wanna hurt him. sometimes i feel like its my fault for making him say those things, and idk what i can do to prevent it. >.<

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