Reflection

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Reflection

So about a year and a half ago I went to this thing called girls camp that my grandma's church has and when I was there they had us write a letter or something like it I don't really remember and then they seal them in an envelope to give to us a year later or something. I just got it back today and I didn't even remember it until my grandma reminded me and I had no clue what I wrote. When i read it I was shock, well i think surprised would be a better word, cuz i wrote it back when i was 15 and now I'm turning 17 in a week and the first part is kind of deep for a 15 year old and if I sit and think about it I still kind of feel that way but part of me thinks that's never gonna happen. I thought I'd share some of what I wrote so here it is.

I want to be truly loved. I want to feel love. I may not believe in forever but I'd love for a guy who is kind and gentle yet strong to show me forever. I truly want to be married and have 2 kids an older boy and younger girl. I want to be happy.I want to have a successful job that's different and not normal. I hope to still be me and not close minded and i want to be a caring mother who is reasonable and not strict.