Why must you hurt me in this way??

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Why must you hurt me in this way??

We were once the best of friends.
Thought our friendship would last,
Till our lives finaly meet their ends.
But that day you made that close tie
Meet its demise, and asked that stupid question,
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
You knew very much how I like you.
And I knew that your feelings were the same
I turn you down, but I say that I'm sorry,
For I know a relationship now would be too,
Difficult for me.
So now I stand here and watch you kill me.
From the inside,
You tear apart my heart.

(chorus)
It bleeds for you.
You had to ruin it.
It's just a stupid question.
And now you seek my demise.
Make me hate my best friend.
You will not stop till I meet my end.

What did I do to diserve such torchure.
I know I broke your heart but I made it up to you.
I was you best friend, your sister.
Yet you still go along and continue,
To hurt me too.
All those things you said,
To make me feel like an ugly beast,
To make me feel like I'm nothing.
Indirect, indirect.
But I still know what your point is,
For I am most farmiliar with your sarcasm,
Your humour.
And you continue to tear my heart apart

It bleeds for you.
You had to ruin it.
It's just a stupid question.
And now you seek my demise.
Make me hate my best friend.
You will not stop till I meet my end.

Unfortunately for you I do not plan on hurting myself,
For I know deep down it is just a silly crush.
But crush you do, my heart it is shattered.
Thick, red blood mentaly bleeds from my chest.
I cannot fully understand you nor myself.
This stupid game you play, toys with me.
It pulls me in all directions.
Never understanding.
And yet you have the audacity to tear my heart apart.

It bleeds for you.
You had to ruin it.
It's just a stupid question.
And now you seek my demise.
Make me hate my best friend.
You will not stop till I meet my end.

If I could I would show you all my emotional scars,
The wounds that still struggle to heal,
And the ones that still gape open.
All thanks to you.
I can't grasp why I feel like this.
But I asure you, I will get over you.
They say that time heals all things.
And I still live on, healing.
Please don't re-open the wounds.
They have just started to heal.
And as I write this so-called 'poem',
I think of the times we spent together.
But they teat at my heart.

It bleeds for you.
You had to ruin it.
It's just a stupid question.
And now you seek my demise.
Make me hate my best friend.
You will not stop till I meet my end.
(Till I meet my end)

(I will still carry on to be myself, no matter how much you try to hurt me, I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take, I will take back the life you stole, I will remember you but I will not hurt over you.)

*Hope you liked it! Its just a poem on what's been going on with one of my guyfriends. Please comment if you like it. Critisism is welcome to.*
Stay safe. Stay beautiful. Keep it ugly.

-Thrill Killer
Keep Running :D