Long time no see, Killjoys!!

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Long time no see, Killjoys!!

So it's been a LONG time since I last posted a blog here (December if I remember correctly O__O ) and I thought it would be nice to see how my fellow Killjoys are nowadays. ^.^
How is everyone holding up after MCR *sob* broke up *sob*?
Personaly, I was shocked beyond tears, seriously, not one sigle tear was shed that day! But then, after Gerard posted his letter to us fans, I bawled like there was no tomorrow...
So I'm going to take this time to tell you Killjoys about what MCR means to me.
I was in 9th grade in high school, at my cousin's house, watching MTV and all of a sudden SING comes on and at that instant I thought "Wow... These men are beautiful. This song is amazing!" you could say it was love at first sight haha!! XD So when I went home that day, I looked up all of MCR's music videos and watched them all, falling even deeper in love with the four beautiful men. It was then that I became a fan and downloaded all their albums off itunes and started listening to them over and over again, loving every single, lyric, note, beat, rhythm, everything, the whole lot.
At that time I was being bullied by an ex-bestfriend and her friends and soon after others started giving me shit, so life at the time wasn't exactly cheerful. But MCR gave me something to relate to, something to hold onto at that time of darkness. I was able to keep on living my life because of my supporting family, friends, and MCR's music. The combination of those three saved my life when I was considering suicide. I can say right now that I am so gad I found MCR at the time that I did.
Sure there was no one else who loved MCR as much as I did and still do, and so the teasing went on and now they've added MCR to the list of things to tease me about, but at that point (I was in grade 10 at this point) I had learnt to just ignor and live on as if they hadn't said anything. I only went to school to just do my work and came home at the end of the day, listened to MCR, did my homework and did whatever.
Nobody understood my love for MCR, not a single person. But that didn't stop me from loving them.
Every music video, every interview, every live show, every song, every random video that had to do with MCR always, without fail, made me smile, made me happy.
I am currently in my last year of senoir high school and times are now starting to get stressful - with my final exams and my HCS exams (if you're not Autralian, the HSC, or Higher School Certificate exams are the very last major exams in senoir high school and they count towards going to university) are around the corner. So whenever I'm super stressed, I just grab my iPod and headphones, and listen to MCR, it helps to calm me down and motivate me, just like they did when I was being bullied.
MCR was the first band I ever fell in love with, so they hold their own very special place in my heart. I will never forget them, I will always love them as much as I did on they day I first discovered them.
MCR 2001-FOREVER
End of blog...

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