this is hard to admit but..

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this is hard to admit but..

hey guys, I think it's time I tell you something. I've been trying to figure this out for a while now, and I think I've made up my mind a bit more, thanks to a certain someone on this site (thanks sooo much for your support!) and I have to tell you. i'm not sure, but I think I might be a lesbian. or at least bi curious. I've never had a proper crush on a boy before, or a girl, but I've never let myself think about that, because I've always been scared of being judged. but I know you guys will understand and won't judge me in a bad way. sure I might put kisses on the end of messages to everyone, and hug everone, but I don't know. I can't tell my friends, they'll disown me, because I've always said I love them... now they'll think i'm too different and then they won't want to be with me they won't ever want to hang out with me, or I DON'T KNOW I'M REALLY SCARED!!! luckily I have you people on here who won't judge me because you are all lovely and caring killjoys. I love you all, and maybe i'll stop being upset in the morning.. I really appreciate the help you have given me on this site by the way, you all deserve medals x