I just want the world to leave me alone...

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I just want the world to leave me alone...

I've been extremely withdrawn lately. I don't know why, I just don't want to deal with anyone these days; I only leave my room if I have to. Barely eating, and if I do eat, it's half-warm oatmeal. I guess I'm just tired of having people I love hurt me just to win some stupid, self-initiated game with the objective of wiping the smile off my face. I'm tired of being second-best, you know? I'm tired of having people put me "on the back burner" - am I just invisible to everyone, do I just not matter, am I just a joke now? What did I do to earn that?