*depressed feeling*

december hasnt been the best month for me. especially for my grandpa. his dog got cancer in its leg and was put to rest. he was really special to the whole family, etc. my grandpa also has cancer, and he has been in the hospital for the past few days but they dont know why he is so sick. they dont know if its from his cancer or if its something else. im really worried cuz it would crush everyone if he wasnt there for our christmas cuz he is just one of the most amazing ppl ever. i luv him soooo much and i just dont know what to do. everytime i call him i start crying and i feel all bad about it not knowing what to say. so yeah.

sorry bout this just needed to let it out. ( =] ) ( ='[ )