Honestly

I have a confession that I just don't know how to tell my parents...... Everyone at my school knows and it's one of the first things I tell people, but with family it's a lot harder. It just doesn't feel rite if I try to bring it up.
How can I tell my brother that when he leaves I'm never going to be who I am rite now, he has made everything I am now.
I just feel so empty thinking about it.
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