Heart broken, for stupid reasons

 OH NO!!!! My brother sighing his navy contract today D: I'm soo upset. I want to cry. This means that he is going to leave me VARY soon....I - I can't take this!! Who is gonna be that person that tells me that perfection isn't everything.... Oh god I feel so heart broken rite now. We've been getting really close to each other. He helped me find who I am. I can't go on knowing tht he's not going to be home aiding if I wanna come over for the weekend. I can't even tlk about him anymore with out tearing up. I asked my mom to pick me up early from school because I saw that he was leaving me. This is why I don't get close to family.... Because they always end up falling away