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so listening to early Sunsets over Monroeville, so thats not a good sign.
Life was going good, like my brother knows im bi now because i added him on my friend facebook. So now like he knows a lot about me and he told me he wants to be there for me, witch made me so happy. and like we all ways commit and like each others statics and crap and i helped him with his girl problems. So i mean i couldn't and wouldn't trade my brother for anybody else. - well any one of the My chem boys would be an awesome brother too.... but no i wouldn't trade... or would i?. . .-
But even with that i feel empty, and its weird because my mom is Christian and she told me once "you know the empty feeling you get, and you try to fill it with all the bad things satin -blah blah , - Well that empty feeling is us needing God. " I feel so abandoned from God, i dont think he wants me any more. Or maybe he does because he sends me little hints. Agh im so confused. :( i dont know what i want anymore.
I got my nails done -_- never do that.
And i have a boy friend. He tells me that he loves me but we've only been together for 3 days..... i dont feel the same way about him.