sold my soul

this is pretty much how i feel about life right now

like ive sold my soul

but not in a bad way

"Sold my life to bring the rain
maby to wash me clean
sold my sould to stop the pain
hopeing you'd set me free

*All your fear, all your shame
you know that you can lay it all on me
you can lay it all on me*"

i am feeling mostly what is in the astrics....like ive sold a different life to become this person that everyone needs me to be.....like i made a deal with....god? if there is a god....but i feel its mostly selling my soul to MCR....i sold them the life i would have had so i can take all the pain from others......

and the especialy troubleing part.....its not hardly overwelming......i can mostly ballence everyones pain.....

if anyone needs to talk to....you can lay it all on me

Know that you can lay it all on me.

XO
shadow