hmm

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hmm

my mom was one of the popular kids in school and so was my dad....they never understood what it was like....through middle school ALL of my friends were extrovert types because thats who i was in elementry school i guess...i started to become more like them....and i did not even notice....then someone pointed out to me that i had changed so i asked a friend and she said yes but for the better

the person that told me i had changed had been an important part of my life for a long time and i trusted him more...so i began withdrawing into my shell... but i never realy made it before someone decided to plot my downfall

fortunatly when i fell someone was there to pick me back up....he was a rather shy kid who was heavily into 'emo' and 'goth' and i never understood the scene so it was awkward at first hanging out with his friends
but after a while the friends who ditched me came to be his friends....so it was rather awkward...
and i gues the summer between the last year of middle school and the first of high school i found a change

and that change was MCR

so my first year of high school was more empowering...
now i'm happy with myself and am going to be the one who picks up my new friends when they fall

you see we are the most outcast in the school

we are three people....more or less that have no other friends and who realy trust eachother with everything......even when one of us had a rather bloody experence with the past haunting you forever.....we kept our mouths shut even though we where ALL in danger of being expelled form school if we didnt tell and the school found out
and trust me the school was likely to find out....

i guess i'm lucky to have found MCR....
because MCR is what the three of us have in common....