Unpopular.

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Unpopular.

All my life , I've always been the unpopular one, the weirdo, the freak. Only my fellow freaks wanted to hang out with me, and I loved them.
But every time I made friends with a popular, it always ended in them ditching me for the rest of the populars...someway or somehow...
I'd then shrivel up for a while, wallowing in my own sadness, but then move on and immediately hate the person. I'd only ever stick with MY group, until this year...
This year is First year in secondary and I've made a bunch of friends , yet, I still don't mix well with the populars or at least I feel that way. It's just awkward!
This year I've met one of the most amazing people in my life! I can't believe it! She's my bestfriend and I love her but... Whenever I'm hanging out with her, a big group of people come up to her and completely block me out. I hate the way that she's popular. And I'm afraid that it's going to end up like the rest.
I'm afraid of losing her. And now that she's in my life, I don't want her to leave ever.

:) Sorry for ranting on!
BTW I'm not lesbian, but I love my friends. They are the most important things in my life! <3
-Ells xx