16.3.13 The Day I Felt.

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16.3.13 The Day I Felt.

It's a strange feeling. I feel.... Weird...
I know I'm just getting weaker but I feel strong.
I know what I'm getting myself into.
It was just there... Taunting me. Screaming at me "Do it! Do it!" and I did.
I didn't know there'd be that much. The white cream I put on it to help fade the marks just mixed with the blood and turned a creamy peach skin tone and the marks, so clearly seen.

What am I doing? I just needed to feel. Feel something. My body and mind was numb and now.... I'm starting to feel again.

00:19 Saturday 16th March 2013
The Day I Felt.