count down to NSSN

OMG!!! Soon, in about a week or so, I am going to see Muse, AFI, 30 Seconds to Mars, Metric, and Vampire Weekend :DDD I didn't get the golden ticket, so I won't be able to party all week, which is probably a good thing. I have to sell items at the Holiday Fair, and then go to my first appointment with therapy...

For those of you who have had therapy, what is it like? I really don't what it to be like, "So how are you feeling today? Tell me every single detail." I hate that. I hate hate hate it. I never ever spill out anything that's bothering me except when I freewrite. And to my bestfriend (_kind of_)

I have feelings for her that I can't expain. I don't want it to be love, yet at the same time I do. It's just weird to me. I've had exes before, but there really was nothing going on, and I did not feel really anything. It's just with her...I don't know. I really want to be able to understand that, but it's hard. I like her, maybe too much. Ugh, I just...want to know...because I'm not really ready for this relationship, or if I can tell her.

Well Ghost Adventures is on, and I really don't want to miss this episode. It's absolutely amazing.

And I am close to getting all of the covers for AP, and I am going to get new pair of drumsticks tomorrow!!! Pure Happiness just collided with my depression ^_^

xoxo
-S