Wow

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Wow

Okay, so for the past year or two I really hadn't been into any hobbies. I stuck myself on the internet morning till night because is helped distract me from problems, and made me feel numb... I was really depressed and watching stupid videos all day kinda helped, i guess.
But anyway, I hadn't been into any of my hobbies AT ALL. I use to love art and photography, but they just didn't seem to matter anymore. But last night, I did something amazing. I actually picked up my camera (shoved in the back of my closet! XP) and took some pictures. I pulled out all my art supplies and started drawing again.
This is kinda big for me.
I'm actually excited about stuff again. It's been so fucking long since I last felt this way. Maybe this is good? I'm not as depressed as i usually am.
I haven't ... insert taboo topic here... in about a week and a half. Wounds are healing. I'm glad :)