I have this storm inside me and I wanna cry but my body won't let me.

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I have this storm inside me and I wanna cry but my body won't let me.

First of all, sorry for this rant I just need to get it out. I culd talk to someone about it but I dont trust annybody outside the MCRmy or the Killjoys.

Im tierd of getting used, I fall for it every time BC I believe In love but then. BAM! Something hits me In the face! It feels like they just push their hand into my chest, tearing out my heart, stomps on it and I only wach that it happens. The boys look at me like that ugly little loner who need sex. I'm so tired of it! Only this school year there has been Benjamin, Mats, Ole Martin and Lasse. but I just feel empty.

And the girls play lesbian and bi, kiss me and since I never want to hurt someone In a situation like this I pretend to be too(or I dont know of Im BI or lesbian,) annyways then they'll talk about it, send me notes and write on My schoolbooks like faggot, muffmuncher freak and stuff like that.

I just danna cry but My body wont let me. You know the feeling In your eyes When you cry? I have it all the time.

That was all from me

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