self identity

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self identity

why hello there
i have come out of yet another depression
and for those of you who know my story that will equal to 4 depressions
the cool thing is that i always help myself
i have never taken any pills
never gone to a psychiatrist
the first one was because i was a quiet vulnerable follower
the second was because i was alone because of the dicision i made to be myself and not take anyones shit
the third was the worst my parants didnt accept as the person i was and they still dont i was suicidal and all that shit
the fourth one was a self identity crisis because i fell in love with a girl and but i knew i wasnt lesbian the way i got out of this was by telling her she got that it wasnt like a bodily atraction more like the soul mate kind of stuff i also wanted to harm myself to feel something cuz i was scared to feel
so i will mark this as an accomplishment
because it makes me who i am
i lit the fire and im burning bright
XOXO
VAMPIRE DETONATION