So I went to my freshman orientation for high school today, and at the orientation, it had all of these tables filled with sign up sheets for clubs. One of the clubs were The Gay Alliance club. That club basically supports gays (obviously xD) and I wanted to join. So before I signed up, I asked my mom and you know what she said? She said no, that she can't risk me being bullied for that, and being called gay. I told her "So what if I get called gay, of course it will hurt, but at the same time I'm supporting them." She said back, "It doesn't help you with your college resume, you need to join more clubs that will look good on it." I told her that I can join plenty of other clubs, but she told me that she doesn't want me getting bullied. I know I'll get bullied, and all that jazz, but I'm willing to make sacrifices if I join that club. Don't get me wrong, my mom and dad are big supporters of LGBT. My mom told me that I can join an organization like that when I'm a lot older, because it's a lot different. I mean I understand that I'm gonna get bullied for it, but to make a rainbow, you need rain. I was just hurt that she didn't let me sign up...I really want to find a way to convince her to letting me sign up for the club.
Another thing....I'm confused, if you know what I mean. I still don't know if I'm straight, gay or bi. I've had two boyfriends, and plenty of crushes on guys...but now...now I'm not so sure....I don't know what I am anymore...
