...Well...That was a bit of a shock...

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...Well...That was a bit of a shock...

So I was waiting at the bus stop this morning and as usual my friend met me there, but today when he came up to me he just looked really tired, and he asked how my weekend went, and I told him it was okay, I photographed a band and now just felt really tired and ill, and I asked him how his weekend went, and he just turned to me and flat out said "I did cocaine..." And I literally did not know what to say to that, like, I know he knows people who could get him that, but he also said he'd never touch it, and I just kinda stuttered and was like "...What...What...Go to prison now!!" (I know it's probably not the best response, like, I should've said something else but I just couldn't think...) And I just hit him on the arm really hard (Which wasn't that hard at all 'cause I'm weak) And I asked him why he did that and he was like "Well I was hanging out with a mate of mine, and they were like 'Wanna get a gram of coke? So I just agreed and we went to his dealers place and picked up..." And I just looked and him and he continued talking about how after that they went back to get another gram, and the dealer gave them an offer of two grams for £60 or something, so in the end they did all of it, and he was 'Buzzing' all night and couldn't sleep for ages, and eventually when he did he had the worst comedown ever afterwards, and apparently he only slept 4 hours last night, which is why he was so tired today. And I didn't really know what to say to all this, but I asked what it was like and he said it was really good, like he was buzzing, and I'm not entirely sure what 'buzzing' feels like, but it just sounds like he had a load of energy, and was really happy and bouncing around, and that at one point he just lay against the wall and couldn't move, and just stared at the ceiling for ages, and then afterwards he just felt really low and unhappy, and just didn't want to do anything, and then he told me he could see why it was so addictive, 'cause it made him feel on top of the world, and don't get me wrong, he's done drugs before, it's not like it's his first time doing shit like this, I just didn't imagine he'd do coke is all...I mean, I know I can't tell him to stop completely, but I just hope he doesn't do it again/too often, I've seen friends lose everything to Heroin and shit like that, and I don't want to see the same happen to him is all...
Sorry if this blog is a bit heavy by the way, but I mean, it's not like I have anyone else to turn to, if I want to talk about this stuff...I can't post on Facebook, obviously, or Tumblr, I can't talk to my parents and I can't tell my friends, I definitely can't tell my boyfriend, or my brother, or Twitter, it's like this is the only site where I can post shit like this and get it off my chest, so sorry if it bothers anyone...