Meeting him tomorrow :S

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Meeting him tomorrow :S

So back in November, I had this boyfriend called Zack, it wasn't for that long, and we broke up and barely spoke to each other after, except this one time when he texted me like a month after breaking up saying "Hey beautiful, you wanna meet up with me" and "I miss you Izzy, shall we meet at the park" But then right at the end of the day he sent me a text saying "Oh shit! Wrong Izzy all day, forget everything yeah? x" So that was sometime last year, or early this year. But then recently we've started talking again, like in the past week over Facebook and stuff, and the other day while I was at Katie's with Danii, he sent me a message asking if I wanted to meet him, so I said yes and I'm meeting him tomorrow in his hometown at the train station at 12. I'm actually really exited, but scared at the same time, all I can think is what if he's changed in the past 7 months? Or if he doesn't like me? Last time I saw him was at a park at midnight in November, and we were sitting on the bench kissing and it was amazing, (Don't worry! Just kissing! I'm pretty sensible when it comes to that stuff!) but then we broke up like a week later. I'm worried that he'll either see me and remember why we broke up, or that he wants to get back together. Don't get me wrong, he's an amazing guy, but it was 7 months ago, and even though I don't go a day without thinking about him, or that night in the park, I have kinda moved on. Katie and Danii are really excited for me, they have this theory that it's gonna be all romantic and stuff, but I'm worried it's gonna be awkward, like neither of us will quite know what to say. But Katie's told me that if anything goes wrong I'm to text her immediately, like if he stands me up or we get in a fight or something. In the message he sent me, he said "Train station then move somewhere ? x" I don't know where he wants to move to, so I'm kinda scared, but I'll have money for buses and stuff at least :S Anyways, I'll write about it tomorrow evening when I get back.
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