kinda worried but excited

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kinda worried but excited

it's my friends birthday next week, we're going to a gig and then back to a hotel for her party, I'm super excited, but kinda nervous, we're getting 2 bottles of whiskey, a bottle of absinthe (like 60-80% alcohol volume) and probably some "other stuff" too, stuff that isn't pot, although there'll probably be some of that as well, and as much as I'm excited to try it all, I'm scared we won't leave the hotel in one piece, haha, maybe I'm just overreacting, but a friend of mine who used to do "other stuff" all the time has strongly warned against it, and he did it for like 2 years or more...So Idk, maybe I'm just being silly, but I'm super nervous about casually dying at this party. I know I don't have to do it, but part of me wants to, Idk what to do.